We have finally reach that stage. Standing before the doorway to life...the rawness of life. I have also sense a change in myself. Im more weary of my surrounding, more weary of how I present myself to others. My job played a huge role in this transition I guess. Looks like i'm seeing the results of what I hope to achieve in the short run. True money may not be good here. But the satisfaction, the fulfillment I get...from helping my friends as well as strangers in helping them plan their future.....is priceless. Of cause failure is not an option. Anything that is within my control will be done as expected. I can sense a new direction. No longer am I thinking of slacking...like before.

The time for enjoyment is coming to its end.....its time to box up those baggy pants I guess. Its now a different ball game. And indeed...a different 'attire' is needed.

Those of pants and shirts which I used to hate...oh not forgetting neck ties. bleargh. Discipline is doing things that you don't like to do. Well I guess it starts here