11.10.2005

3 down........GO yan GO!

I guess my endless nite of studying paid off in a way ( i hope)
Todays physic paper is wat i may categorize as do-able.I mean its WAY better than my last attempt...In that paper, I tink i can even have space to draw my self hahaha.....
i hope i clear this sucky module......its a pain

I also hope that the rest of those retaking it will clear it too.....espeacially my friends..

Anyway....me amat and najmi got a lift from Daniel.....my hunky pal from sispec.......he was my gym instructor by the way....hahaha...
He drove a pimped up honda jazz.......coolll.....plus, its HIS!!
Gosh....how i wish i can drive my own car soon.....i mean im fine with the kia...but im driving dads car........u noe...like im not suppose to rev up the engine....drift around corners......drive endlessly in the cold nite.....( seriously...hav i done those...hmmm)
Its not the same...I want to share these precious moments with my very own baby.......one which purrsss so wildly at evry traffic junction....one who can make me feel at ease.......Gosh..how i wish..hahaha...Mayb i should start naming my future car.....how bout....Elisha....sounds sexy enough.......so muz get me a sleek sexy car........plus affordable....
a nissan silvia sure looks hot..........
Dont worry gals.....im straight aite......juz that i appreciate cars...arent they magnificant.
sure wish i can design my own car one day...thats my dream since young....seemed farfetch for now....but i hope to be in the automotive line......ill even go to proton if i have to....hehehe

After the exam...I went to JP...to check out on my Silvia and soup up my baby off course.Shes looking beter race after race....and her purring rawks!
I still need to work on my corners....keep hitting stuffs.....damn.....the gearbox groove very narrow....always misgear......next time k Elisha...we'll do better.
(ps : If you tink im weird....then i pity u.)

Today i tot of starting up my on online novel.....it will be in malay though......hmm but i will post it in YANZSPACE. just watch out for it....still working on the plot.

Noones home again.......and im sooo sleepy.....YAAWWWWWWNNNZZZZZZZZ

To all who have been avidly reading my blog and eagerly waiting for my entries....IM SORRY
I shall try to update ASAP k
btw during exam times.......ill sure write alot to destress......so....... u get the idea k

LALALALALA
I want to karaoke

till then...
-outz-

can`t you even see through me? `` Thursday, November 10, 2005

inspired by a story i read
its just one of my madness again.......hope u ppl make sense out of it

tonite

tonite..i sense the lonlyness

setting deep ino my heart

tonite theres no voices anywhere

wats left is your sweet gentle voice

and i tried and i did it all

but i cant seem to get close to your heart

for I know that i still cant find the truth

To what you really feel inside

for tonite gal...for tonite

i hope that you now wats rite

evry smile that made

evry word that you said

evry moment we had felt so rite

all the faces you made

the crazy tings that we did

i cant get it out off my head

waiting for the moment to arrive

before i whither and drown....in my heart

As i watch the stars in the sky

ans cool nite breeze on my face

hoping one would fall down for me

and grant me one simple wish

i went on to the place

wher eyou wept and smiled

to noe that you will always be safe

is all that i need for now

evry smile that made
evry word that you said
evry moment we had felt so rite
all the faces you made
the crazy tings that we did
i cant get it out off my head

how i wish i could stay one last nite

for tonite.....ohh tonite

can`t you even see through me? `` Thursday, November 10, 2005

EXAAM WEEEKKKK

It is so sad to be worrying about exams only when there are other tings that i shld be woried about
tings like 1)whether I am being a good son so far?
2) if iam going to die tommorow....have i done enough?
3) Am i ever going to make enough money currently and in future?
4)Am i ever going to get me a nice gal?
5) Is my grandfather ever going to get better?
6) how to stop my 2 darling siblings from quarelling all the time?
7) are there life on mars?
8) are my lungs OK ?

sigh.....question questions and more questions....sometimes i wish theres a red spot tenyr series to life.......sadly theres none.....I have to do a bot of trial and error....
I am currently studying for my phy1 paper....the sucky paper that i PAO last 2 sems.Its relating to mechanics and MAE stuffs.....guess wat....im in EEE!!
you PPL in the streaming department very funny rite. Uve given me EEE then force us to still clear this topic which is not soo related to my degree....i pity those EEE students still retaking chemistry...What is this??!!

The government want us to be creative and take risks like those Americans.But how can we when U ppl are not flexible.Come on....take a look at our laws.Every small thing cannot.do this must seek approval...sign documents A-F....pay this and that.....wah..by the time ppl want to start ahh....their fuse gone liowzz...how to be creative?

The laws are soo strict that ppl are trying t be creative for the wrong reasons.
U increase ciggerate price...ppl go JB and buy...
U restrict Malaysian ciggretes....sindicates sell cigarettes by the road.....
u dnt let ppl smoke inside bus stop...they smoke OUTSIDE bus stop......
dats about smoking.....im nt going to be pro smoking here...other stuffs include

chewing gum....pirated VCDS etc...
even cars.......i mean...come on.....i hope that in 10yrs time....when majority of sporeans are EDUCATED enough, we can have more practical laws..We do grow up.......we know wats rite and wrong.for every 1 person that commits a crime, there are thousand others obeying and conforming.take a break aite...

its now 5 min past 3....still no mood to do phy....y didnt i get to MAE....
Im like paying NTU money for getting into a course i dont like...even after i placed 1st choice for MAE.This streaming system sucks. i mean..its not like im learning for free...I pay. Its like buying a shoe but getting a wrong size instead.

whatelse.......hmmmmm
FYI im a bit zany at times.......but dont wory...i dont bite......

my life is preety much in a mess rite now....full of questions.......sometimes..i juz feel lost.
i hope im doing the rite tings...i dont want to mess it up again...
hope im not repeating my mistakes
I leave my fate to god.....

A man who says hes strong have never tasted strength
A man who says hes smart have never tasted intelligence
A man who says he respected have never tasted respect
For if he can say all this....Then hes failed in modesty
for thru modesty.....youll find all....without even tasting them.

tink ive crapped enough....back to my ultra thick phy text.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i tink ts time for one more.....
5yrs man.....5 yrs........

stay smoke free
-outz-

can`t you even see through me? `` Thursday, November 10, 2005