Mental Stall

Shiet shiet shiet , damn damn damn
If i can make a song with just those two words, I would

Im at SAC right now, and in about 26 hrs time, I will have to sit for my second last paper for this semesters exam. Thing is, I cant study. I cant seem to study. Dammit brain are you working up there?? absorb god damn it. Anbiejifuhvksiaoijfm......wat was that? you messing with me brain!

Exams are part and parcel of this 4 years of commitment of studying. Ive sold my freedom to the likings of professors and geeks and everyday, mentally pushing myself, against hordes of other poor beings like myself, for a piece of paper. That paper better be worth it, or im going to use it as toilet paper. A 20K piece of crap for my crap.

Ok im ranting, thats nothing new, this happens every exam I face. This is destressing. I would love to grab a pile of rocks and smash them against the wall, kick the lockers along the corridor and maybe throw a few of them off the wall. YEAAAHHHHHHHHHRRGGHH!
but that would be immoral. unethical.

I am going to be an adult soon (am going??)
I should better behave.

Hmmmm.......anyone have a punching bag?
or even an unused cupboard
whichever comes first
I aint choosy

Im just having a mental stall.