2.04.2008



Month of Love
Its the a new month people.....and let this month be blue. For many reasons
1) Its my favourite colour
2) I find it peaceful and serene
3) Its the colour of the clear sky on a windy day (have you ever noticed how beautiful that is)
Ok, enough of that, lets get cracking.
Firstly, Congrats to Artina and Firdaus for finally tying the knot today, after years of romance (JC LOVEBIRDS). Im proud of both of you. May you both be blessed with many more years of happiness together, with each other. GAMBATTE!
It was a wet wet sunday. Met up with old mates at the wedding, did some catching up and stuffs, Guys with their guy talks (among other things like checking the crowd) and Gals with their makeups and kebayas (among other things and checking the crowd as well)
Met up with a few friends after that, went to bugis to get some stuffs.....I think im getting broke really fast, Maybe its time to put that bike (bicycle) back to shape. Cycle to school to save up some cash sounds like a swell idea right now. Recently I told osh that I think that Im beggining to turn to a daredevil driver. Its like I dont know why but this sudden zest in me. This sudden need for speed, this unity of man and machine, I seriously need to get a wife (car) soon. And take care of her like my life depends on it. Why? cos unlike gals, they dont give you that much hurt (unless you wreck it...boy is dat gonna be painful). As much as I want someone to be with, I think experience have taught me to be more careful. So...I will take things slow for the moment. Good thing is, the numbness is gone. Its time to let opportunities flow in.
Ok back to cars. The day before, My sis got freaked out by my driving. If you (sis) are reading this please dont tell them (mum and dad) k. and Sis, Trust me on my driving. Im an enthusiast...im not a fool. I calculate my risks carefully. Thats how I got this far in life I guess. Calculate risks. You should know me better. And also, dont tell mum and dad (2nd time..im serious bt this)(I think they already know...but to what extent...Im unsure ). Alhamdulilah, Ive had a clean sheet so far, I hope it stays that way. Driving is a passion. Driving fast, with all that adreneline..is another thing. Its better than any other emotion known to man.
On the way to Yishun, Along the Marine Parade Exit, approaching the corner, at 90KM/Hr, I dropped gear, Brake before the turn steered left and reved up. As expected, the car drifted. I guessed I might have oversteered....so I counter steered, clumsilly causing the car to shift erratically from side to side before putting it straight back into lane. (This was done when no other vehicle was around. Im neither a road hazard nor a moron). The feeling was orgasmic. hahaha. Its been a while since I did such acts (last was in NTU, before they put those humps along hall 7, BOOOO).
Its the month of LOVE. love love love
This four letter that has constanly been at the back of my mind. Ive so much to give....but sadly..not many tend to appreciate it. Osh said that im too nice a person and that maybe I should stop being too nice. Well I dont noe...this is how I am. Its hard to change this. And who knows...maybe an angel from above might learn to appreciate this part of me. God is great, Everything is kinda mapped out for us. However, Its up to us how to place the pieces correctly. We control the path...to the destination set by him. Nothing is confirmed. Thats why we are told to work hard for it and ask for guidance when we are stuck. We are just humans. And being humans, we have alot of shortcomings.
"And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now"
Here I am at 237 in the morning..writing this entry...getting sleepy now. Till I blog again.
Tata~~


Just to share this awesome song........Its sad but true......everythings made to be broken in a way...But......Ive not given up hope as yet....Somethings are made to be broken....while some are made to last a lifetime....So ultimately, dont be blind....see....feel....and listen

And I'd give up forever to touch you'Cause I know that you feel me somehowYou're the closest to heaven that I'll ever beAnd I don't want to go home right nowAnd all I can taste is this momentAnd all I can breathe is your life'Cause sooner or later it's overI just don't want to miss you tonightAnd I don't want the world to see me'Cause I don't think that they'd understandWhen everything's made to be brokenI just want you to know who I amAnd you can't fight the tears that ain't comingOr the moment of truth in your liesWhen everything feels like the moviesYeah you bleed just to know you're alive[Iris lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]And I don't want the world to see me'Cause I don't think that they'd understandWhen everything's made to be brokenI just want you to know who I am(break and solo)And I don't want the world to see me'Cause I don't think that they'd understandWhen everything's made to be brokenI just want you to know who I amAnd I don't want the world to see me'Cause I don't think that they'd understandWhen everything's made to be brokenI just want you to know who I amI just want you to know who I amI just want you to know who I amI just want you to know who I am



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