Happy Birthday Nisha
I went for a funeral early Friday Afternoon. Its the second time ive been there this week. The place is kinda an irony to me. It gives you peace...at the same time fear. Fear in knowing that youd never know when your turn will come...and if you are prepared for it. My 'points' have not been that high lately. There are things that I ought to do that I dont...and things that I ought not to..but I do. Gawd...its like O levels all over again..hoping that Id get less than 20 points to get to JC. Now its like hoping that Id get enough points to get a quick path to paradise. Ultimately, Muslims are promise a place in heaven. But...when we will get there( after thousand of years in hell or a few days) and and which level of heaven we get to (5 star treatment or no star treatment..)is a different issue. The 'Talkin" (pronounced 'tul cain') always have an effect on me. Its a reminder....that....no matter what I do...im a Muslim. Like what Cikgu Manaf said...we can forget that we are malays....but never forget that we are Musims.
I went to meet Yana (nisha) and Shasha later on, ive no idea where we are going...but as usual..Shasha is late( yana you should do a better job in making her rush next time..was counting on you...hehe) Anyways..turned out..we were to go East Coast..sort of yana's pre Birthday BBQ tingy. Met her family there and stuff....and we get to chill at the Water breaker. It sure brings back memories. I like to listen to the waves while I was there...but Shasha cant seem to understand...she loves blasting the music. Well She needs to unwind more badly than I do I guess..so i just go with the flow. Yana seemed down..So i thought maybe id try to mayb give her a treet, Bowling!! and guess what..with my family. Not just my family...with all the cuzzins and uncle and all. HAHA. Its the first time ive seen Shasha lose her coolness. Shes all nervous and all (relax gal...they dont bite). So we went there first to book the lanes. First to arrive was Chitras family, followed by Sri's family and mine. It was KECOH! And there are improvements! Cik Temi got TURKEY! gawd! Amazingly..my brother also improved alot. There are also more strikes this time round.
Yana and Shasha had to go off. Was hoping that theyd stay for supper though.
Anyways...Today, I went to practice as usual. Koko seemed slightly upset..maybe cos ive missed the last two practices. (sorry bro..family first) Osh was sick (watever) haha
Went to fetch Shasha later to go to East Coast. We ended up Chilling at West Coast instead..cos Yana went home already (BOOOO) haha. This time around...she didnt blast the music....I enjoyed the waves ( its as if she knew that I wanted too).
We talked....and talked...and I enjoyed my time. Every minute of it (seconds even ). When It was time to part, at her place, I noticed this pink plastic bag at the bag. apparently it was there since Friday. It was a Tshirt for me...from Shasha. Gee tanx..that was unexpected. :)
Darn..its almost 5 and im still here awake and not having the slightest intention to sleep. I need help. HAHA
Anyways...I think thats all for now.
Tanx Yana for the Invitation to chill at East Coast with your family
And also....things happen for a reason I guess. Lets all pray its for the best.
Till next time.
Take Care peeps~~
can`t you even see through me? `` Sunday, February 10, 2008
