Maybe the door is not open yet for this shit. But hey...I feel good. Its as though im preparing for something bigger.
Its a good thing that nothings broken.
Im in school! Its back to the books. No more distractions now.....Its just me, myself, my books and my good friends.I met mas and her clique....before long....fath and the Mae gals dropped by. Sri introed me to some cool songs by Taufiq Batisah (ewww). Ok its not the singer...its the song. I appreciate musicians....not artists.He can really write some nice songs. Kudos to that.
Made plan with Mas to watch jumper....Haha cool,,,,,Im suppossed to be extra nice to her. HAHAHA!!
This is sweet..never before have I thought that I can hold a conversation with gals yet alone have really good female friends...
I have really changed....Ahmad must be shaking his head right now. Cos we both used to be the SHY guys...seems like ive broken out of that shell. Still shy..but not DAT shy.
Anyways.....Ive think about it.....I dont think im ready for a relationship. Was talking to the gals of the benefits of a no strings attatched relationship. Weirdly im considering it...before getting thrashed by Fath on the risks of it...Risks of getting hurt.
Hurt....haha....im kinda ued to it...I mean..Im a guy.....True we are human....but thank god...We are not that emotionally immensed in this kinda things. I was...but after thinking bt it....maybe I need to love myself more. Thats what I did. I pampered myself with food..OH glorious Food.
Sri complained that Im getting thinner....USed to look better when school just opened.
Well im aiming to get back to that 21 look.....I think physically the frame is about there.....next is the hair.......its gonna be short.
21 huh...thats like 4 years ago......4 years when I was at my prime....having the time of my life.....no worries....and being very happy.....happy for me.
Come to think of it......I dont need anyone....I have all the love I need. Its just that I need to share It with someone.......too bad they cant see it as such.....Mayb I should be selfish bt it.
NO SHARING (hahaha)
Mas asked me if I know Aidl...and how I know him.
Aidil reply was shocking....
"yanto...kenal apa...dia kan famous"
Famous kepa~~~ Hahaha.....im low profile bradder.
Campus life sure is bizzare......its the next best thing after JC.
Quizes and assignments.
Have to submit 2 things tommorrow. A quiz and a proff comm assn. And the thing is....hey Im doing it now!!! not yesterday..not a week before...but NOW!
Ok..somethings are realy not worth to be pondered about
GOD....thanx for the test (I think I just passed this time)
Ill try to get an A from YOU next time. Keep testing me. I like this....Its great....Every time I fall...I feel that im getting closer to YOU. Its a good thing that my iman n senses are intact. If not...HAHA...id be a mat*
Ill drink my sorrows away...take drugs...and enjoy this sweet life. Treet women like meat and make them my cash cow.
Thank God im not like that. I dunno how some ppl can live like dat.
For the past month...Ive gotten back to that part of life which ive left for so long. The late nights...the hours wasted on nothing but talks and ciggs. It was refreshing. To visit a world thats different. But I know...this is not meant to be long. Im not that easily influenced. Distracted yes...not influenced.
Ok....lets play something nice.....
PRESSURE
by paramore
Tell me where our time wentAnd if it was time well spentJust don’t let me fall asleepFeeling empty againCause’ I fear I might break And I fear I can’t take it Tonight ill lay awake Feeling emptyI can feel the pressureIts getting closer nowWere better off without youI can feel the pressure Its getting closer nowWe’re better off without youNow that I'm losing hopeAnd there’s nothing else to showFor all of the days that we spentCarried away from homeSome things ill never knowAnd I had to let them goI’m sitting all alone[Pressure lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]Feeling emptyI can feel the pressureIts getting closer nowWere better off without youI can feel the pressureIts getting closer nowWere better off without youWithout youSome things ill never know And I had to let them goSome things ill never know And I had to let them goI’m sitting all aloneFeeling emptyI can feel the pressureIts getting closer nowWere better off without youFeel the pressureIts getting closer nowYou’re better off without me
DOUBLE POST!
I just have to put in this song.
MISERY BUSINESS
I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the topShe's got a body like an hourglass it's ticking like a clockIt's a matter of time before we all run out...When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouthI waited eight long monthsShe finally set him freeI told him I can't lie, he was the only one for me Two weeks and we had caught on fireShe's got it out for me, but I wear the biggest smileWoah I never meant to brag,But I got him where I want him nowWhoa... it was never my intention to bragTo steal it all away from you nowBut God does it feel so good'Cause I got him where I want him nowAnd if you could then you know you would'Cause God it just feels so...It just feels so goodSecond chances they don't ever matter, people never changeOnce a whore, you're nothing more, I'm sorry that'll never changeAnd about forgiveness, we're both supposed to, have exchangedI'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way!Well there's a million other girls who do it just like youLooking as innocent as possible to get to whoThey want and what they like, it's easy if you do it right[Misery Buisness lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!Woah I never meant to brag,,But I got him where I want him nowWhoa... it was never my intention to bragTo steal it all away from you nowBut God does it feel so good'Cause I got him where I want him right nowAnd if you could then you know you would'Cause God it just feels so...It just feels so good ...I watched his wildest dreams come trueNot one of them involving youJust watch my wildest dreams come trueNot one of them involving ...Woah I never meant to brag,,Cause I got him where I want him now ...Woah I never meant to brag,,To steal it all away from you nowBut God does it feel so good'Cause I got him where I want him nowAnd if you could then you know you would'Cause God it just feels so...It just feels so good
can`t you even see through me? `` Tuesday, February 19, 2008
CANT YOU SEE
THROUGH ME?
Name:FusedLogic
Age: Ages as good as wine
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