1.30.2008



Dum Di Dum
This entry is done in school, a last minute rush of thoughts, a moment of inspiration, so pardon the lack of logic and thought.
Im suppose to be in nano and society. However, I had to rush down to the lab, a sort of appointment. Sorry Filz, Ramzi and Fren (i forgot ur name). I try to make it for next week...my very best. Promise!
The past 2 weeks have been intresting, I hang out with new people as well as those old buddies that I rarely meet nowadays. Im getting myself involved in something that I fear terribly. However, I suppose some things cant be helped. I dread uncertainty.
Some call it destiny, some call it fate, I call it a bridge of opportunity. Destiny is something like an opener you noe. It initiates, the source of a reaction. wheter you choose to take that path shown to you, or not, its purely up to you. Thats how destiny works. We write our own fate. Who we are ten years down the road, where we will be will be the result of our own actions. Not a predetermined force that has already specify our course of life. Only death is certain. Nevertheless, its unwise to dwell on the work of GOD. Let him do his work and we, do ours. As his loyal servants.
I passed her a book which I hope she will read, It helps at this times of need. You dont need loud music, nor the high from things, you just need to tell HIM your problems, and amazingly, you will find the peace that you seek. So its a tried and tested experiment. I did it.
If you think im in love.....well I dont noe....
Love has been a kinda phobia to me now....prolly cos nobody seems to appreciate it as much..nobody as in my partners. Whats wrong about falling so madly in love with someone. I dont think its a crime. However to most, its an opportunity. To take advantage of. Im not the sort to sweet talk girls, im not the sort who lies about my existance. Im just one word. Sincere.
Love is a force created for us to enjoy and cherish. Its pure and serene.Its just sad that its often sadly manipulated for ones greed.
Hope is free.....and I hope......that one day.....id get that wish
For ive waited....patiently I have......
and if thats not enough...id wait even longer....till an angel drops from the heavens
and give me her wings...
(this is weird....Im feeling so emo right now.....dammit)
Ok before I do further damage, Id like to sum it up by this song called bleeding love. enjoy.


Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you’re frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone’s looking round Thinking I’m going crazy But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing’s greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe But I don’t care what they say [Bleeding Love lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I.... Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open And it’s draining all of me Oh they find it hard to believe I’ll be wearing these scars For everyone to see I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I.... Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I.... Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love



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