Biyanne
Shangrila was it? Yeah..how can I forget that place. I had to track up the hills and knolls of richmans land to get to. We mistook Shang Ri La apartments for it the hotel though. Fauzy was smart to think of a decent way to ask for directions. A young Malay as at the reception counter.
Fauzy: Excuse me, can you please direct us to the sunshine room
Receptionist: Sorry sir, theres no such room here.
Fauzy : Oh, this is Shang Ri La hotel right?
Receptionist: No it isnt sir, thats the one beside this building
Fauzy: Oh sorry, and thank you
Receptionist: (looking at me) You are here for the part time job issit?
Me: (shocked) Erm..No im not...(smile) :)
Ok we both found it strange that she only directed that question to me. Do i look like im in need of cash that BAD.sheeeeesh
We headed on to SRL hotel. The place was sooo huge that they had 2 wings. NASTY.wats worst, we went up to the wrong wing after a long climb up the hill..ARGHHH! ( to be continued )
I am drained...but im happily drained. These busy lifestyle is good. It kinda keeps me out of more trouble in a way. Ive not been excercising for the whole week. Im feeling sinful as it is. Gotta train more...gambatte!!
After a few sleepless nights, the reports for SB is finally done and im relieved. And just when I feel I can slack a little, a new challenge awaits.....I miss slacking..haha...but I guess its too late to turn back now...Look forward and move on. No regrets, stick to the plan.
Its been a while since ive thought about deep stuffs, maybe cos im too bz...however, afer beeing rooted to the tv for almost a day to watch MY WITCH, YU HEE, this korean show ( which feature a very cute preety actress, gosh im so awed by her beauty, whether its real or not, i dont really give a damn....god must have really spent a little more time on her.) any way.....this Yu Hee gal is a very strong headed and independant lady. the thing is shes confused when it comes to love. I take it as shes selfish and greedy. Its like you have two good options and not knowing who to choose. Just holding on to both...and see which one cocks up. I guess its a natural thing.its sad to see love evolve into something as such. Things like this makes me not want to settle down any time soon. the system is failing people!
Am I making sense?
Anyways...in that note, I would like to address something of importance here. In this course of life im going, ive encountered things which I dont seem to really comprehend. This thing about love. I figured that im the kind of person who always gives...and im kinda find it awkward when the other party does it to me. prolly cos Ive never experienced it before. Im sorry to those people whose dreams I cant fulfill. I do not know how to handle this kinda situations...cos like i said, im always giving. And when I give, it means that ive already made up my mind to be with someone, the only reason for me to feel otherwise is if I believe the other person can be happier without me or when she no longer needs me. I do not know how to reciprocate. Im sorry. Its not because you all are lacking or anything, its just me. And by now, you all might realise that my only solution is to be quiet and not do anything except for being as per normal, cos i seriously do not want to lead anyone on. Cos I know how it sucks being led on. So again im sorrie, Biyanne
Im fine as I am right now :)
I have enough love to sustain me for the meantime
The love of angels.
May you all find happiness.
:)
I hope I can get well soon. I hate being sick like this.
Someone send me a korean bride please a vietnam one would be nice too...prolly in ten years time ok..HAHAH.
take care peeps.
can`t you even see through me? `` Sunday, December 23, 2007
