10.22.2007
The Final Countdown
Today I called in sick. Sick because I cant get out of bed due to an irritating headache, those kind that makes you want bang yourhead against the wall, so as to distract urself from the throbbing pain. I have a quiz today. 20%.
I took MC.
Normally, we are eligible to have a make up quiz because its is a legitimate reason. However, when I emailed the prof for a make up. He said "it is ok."
What? excuse me? did he hear me correctly?
So I emailed him again. and he replied " ur exam take 100%"
Freaking shit. I dunno if thats good or bad. Crappy lousy lazy bugger. Ok im furious and im really mad. The first and only time I take MC in my 4 yrs of education and I have to get this kinda treatment. Its ok yanz..move on...things happen.....
Things happen.....I hope its for the better..I hope
You know the saying "action speaks louder than words". well it kept lingering in my mind....In fact another saying also kept lingering in my mind " Kerana nila setitik, susu sebelange rosak" meaning due to one incident, all the good things youve done in the past is voided. Why? because its easier to see one's mistake than to accept his deeds.
No matter what Ive done, It wouldnt matter. I get it now.
Only time will tell all...and only time will heal all wounds.
Maybe im not ready for this....as much as I think I am. But one things sure. I did come out a better person and im happy for that :)
To realise your strength and weakness....I paid a hefty price for it..
Is it worth it?
I am my worst enemy....so buck up dude.....Uve got a long way to go....a few more months....and InsyaAllah....Ud do fine....
I should stop regretting.
Breathe in......
can`t you even see through me? `` Monday, October 22, 2007
