11.10.2005



EXAAM WEEEKKKK

It is so sad to be worrying about exams only when there are other tings that i shld be woried about
tings like 1)whether I am being a good son so far?
2) if iam going to die tommorow....have i done enough?
3) Am i ever going to make enough money currently and in future?
4)Am i ever going to get me a nice gal?
5) Is my grandfather ever going to get better?
6) how to stop my 2 darling siblings from quarelling all the time?
7) are there life on mars?
8) are my lungs OK ?

sigh.....question questions and more questions....sometimes i wish theres a red spot tenyr series to life.......sadly theres none.....I have to do a bot of trial and error....
I am currently studying for my phy1 paper....the sucky paper that i PAO last 2 sems.Its relating to mechanics and MAE stuffs.....guess wat....im in EEE!!
you PPL in the streaming department very funny rite. Uve given me EEE then force us to still clear this topic which is not soo related to my degree....i pity those EEE students still retaking chemistry...What is this??!!

The government want us to be creative and take risks like those Americans.But how can we when U ppl are not flexible.Come on....take a look at our laws.Every small thing cannot.do this must seek approval...sign documents A-F....pay this and that.....wah..by the time ppl want to start ahh....their fuse gone liowzz...how to be creative?

The laws are soo strict that ppl are trying t be creative for the wrong reasons.
U increase ciggerate price...ppl go JB and buy...
U restrict Malaysian ciggretes....sindicates sell cigarettes by the road.....
u dnt let ppl smoke inside bus stop...they smoke OUTSIDE bus stop......
dats about smoking.....im nt going to be pro smoking here...other stuffs include

chewing gum....pirated VCDS etc...
even cars.......i mean...come on.....i hope that in 10yrs time....when majority of sporeans are EDUCATED enough, we can have more practical laws..We do grow up.......we know wats rite and wrong.for every 1 person that commits a crime, there are thousand others obeying and conforming.take a break aite...

its now 5 min past 3....still no mood to do phy....y didnt i get to MAE....
Im like paying NTU money for getting into a course i dont like...even after i placed 1st choice for MAE.This streaming system sucks. i mean..its not like im learning for free...I pay. Its like buying a shoe but getting a wrong size instead.

whatelse.......hmmmmm
FYI im a bit zany at times.......but dont wory...i dont bite......

my life is preety much in a mess rite now....full of questions.......sometimes..i juz feel lost.
i hope im doing the rite tings...i dont want to mess it up again...
hope im not repeating my mistakes
I leave my fate to god.....

A man who says hes strong have never tasted strength
A man who says hes smart have never tasted intelligence
A man who says he respected have never tasted respect
For if he can say all this....Then hes failed in modesty
for thru modesty.....youll find all....without even tasting them.

tink ive crapped enough....back to my ultra thick phy text.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i tink ts time for one more.....
5yrs man.....5 yrs........


stay smoke free
-outz-


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